I'm Back

I'm back. It's a long break. Really make like being common people(not as student I mean). Holiday quite bored but really enjoy. I've tried to enjoy it. Almost everyday my friends and I hang out together(including my girlfriend). Better speak using pic than words.

At my friend’s wedding.

    

    

Ni cameraman yg ditempah...

Adik kpd pengantin perempuan yg mengakad nikahkan...

Next post got lots of pic... May be la... Kalau rajin...

Youth '09

WARKAH BERLAGU PILU.(TIADA KAITAN DENGAN ISI YA)

Terasa agak lama tidak memuntahkan idea di sini. huhuhu... Bukan sibuk. Tp got no internet connection...

cuti yang boleh dikatakan terisi. Walau pun masih banyak lompang aktiviti untuk mengisi masa. Sekarang ni pun, aku baru balik dari rumah kawan kawen. Seperti biasa, musim cuti merupakan musim kawen. I like to spell it kawen rather than kawin... Its a great day watching her kawen. Pd hal mnggu lepas da... arini sanding di rumah pengantin lelaki pulak... hehehe...

Aku sekarang ni macam lupa aku ni rupanya student. Tapi pelik jugak kan... Best macam ni... Tiada benda perlu fikir. At some other point, my father said "Kerja makan tidur ja". Hehehe... Really.. Aku just makan dan tidur. Got nothing else to do. Except hanging out at town. But what for? Bolehlah kalau keluar dengan awek. Tapi if going out everyday, what people gonna say. huhuhu...

Actually semenjak aku balik Labuan ni, I'm always thinking. What is the purpose I'm studying in Ums. Aku tau la sepatutnya soalan tu muncul sebelum masuk UMS. Tapi if you see people with lower grade in SPM like me kerja then gaji besar. Aku pulak terpaksa la duduk dengan baju and seluar putih di Form 6. Its unfair. I have to study then my salary still below them. Then they always act like they're so good. Fish man!!! Ingat lagi masa lepak ramai2 at our port, my friend nasihat aku. He ask me to do that to do this. Dia macam pernah lalui semua. Walhal dia hidup senang lenang dari kecil lg.

Just forget about it. Apa-apa pun selamat bercuti. Nanti aku masuk la gambar masa kawan aku kawen, gambar masa aku lepak tengok member mancing ikan, gambar yang aku saja-saja ambil.

To my family : Love u all.
To my girlfriend : Love u so much. Be patient. I'm unpredictable.
To my sis nurul : Be tough. Hehehe...
To my friends : Thanx for being there.

LOVE U ALL

What The Fish?

Holiday.

May be its a term to relax our brain. But sometimes its gonna be boring if we got nothing to do. As usual, I will spending my time with my lovely girlfriend, my crazymate, and my bunch of friends. There always the same with me. Got nothing to do. But although we got nothing to do, I'm also trying to think whether its good for us just sitting here waiting for holiday ends.

I'm trying to do some activity like my other friend do. Fishing. Oh my god!!! I'm not suitable for it. Really dislike this. Just like to hanging round with them. But don't want to involve in fishing.

Eating. What happen to me? Most of the time at the home I eat. Just rest eating if I'm going out. I don't even know why I love eating. This make me worry so much. Its cost me much when I'm going back to UMS. At least I ate 5times per day now. Calculate for me how much that I will I spent for each day in UMS with this eating habit...

Hola...Miamor...

Curiosity? I just want to know where am I now? I'm really lost here... Lost in my own world...

Afgan - Terima kasih cinta (hehehe...Ni saja2 post mcm aritu)

I'm just curious want to know, beserta or berserta?

Contek No... Make me laugh... English word in Malay spelling..

Banner???Kain rentang???Banting??? But how come Bunting???

Computer tuitor or Computer Tutor???

Securiti???Sekuriti???Security???

Pesuruhanjaya?Pesuruhjaya???Suruhanjaya???

Read the first line there..."Menghalang penuaan???"

PADAMU KU BERSUJUD????(TITLE NOT RELATED TO THE POST)

After few days not updating my blog, today I got time to update... But just wan to inform that, the pic I have not upload it yet... Still at my friend's phone... To HILAL, kalau hang nk dtg Labuan, gtau awal² tarikh... Kang ak ade buat hal, kan xdpt bw hang jln2...

My 1st Day in Labuan

Today I spending my time by hanging round at Ujana Kewangan. Checking for the advertisement. Then at some point, me n my friend got some brilliant idea. We found some spelling error at the advertisement publish at the board. We make decision to the photo. I'll upload it if got enough time... Daaaa...

Menamatkan semester dengan sesuatu yang bermakna???

Maybe today was final day post something here. Tomorrow I'm going back to my hometown. Today, Afiq and me went to museum. Quite boring. But really like at "Rumah Warisan". Camwhoring there... Hahaha... Let see what we do.

First pose before entering the museum. WAJIB nie...

Pose like "Cikgu Handsome Terakhir". Hehehe...

   

Try to identify what is the different between these two pic. The similarity between those pic is The Handsome Guy there.

   

Kanak-kanak Ribena??? Duh...

   

Trying to set up the fire. Penat jugak klu msak air mcm ni...

      

What are you doing huh? Got nothing to do?

  

I like this pic the most... I don't even know why.

-Sometimes we try to find some memories that we will not forget. But we always forget, its up to us whether want to keep something as memory or keep as something that vanish any single time-

Picture explain thousand meaning to people...

Can I replace Batman place???ahahaha

You Are a Night Person

For you, there's nothing worse than having to get up and moving early. In fact, you probably don't hit your peak until well after the sun has set. So if your struggling to make it on a normal schedule, realize it's not your fault. You just weren't meant to do anything during the day!

Are You a Morning Person or Night Person?

Syapie???

What SYAPIEI MOHAMAD Means

S is for Spontaneous Y is for Young A is for Animated P is for Popular I is for Intelligent E is for Explosive I is for Intense M is for Mystical O is for Orderly H is for Hot A is for Alluring M is for Misunderstood A is for Altruistic D is for Dramatic

What Does Your Name Mean?

REPTILE???ME???

You Are a Crocodile

You are incredibly wise and knowledgeable. In fact, your wisdom is so deep that it sometimes consumes you. People are intrigued by you, but you find few people intriguing. You are not a very social creature. You are cunning. You enjoy deceiving people a little. You are able to find balance in your life, and you can survive anything.

What Reptile Are You?

Happy????

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

ARTS OF FEELING

Mengapa WANITA sangat Istimewa......

Mama dan Papa sedang menonton TV, seraya mama berkata. "..i letih la..dah lewat ni, i nak tido lah...."

Mama pun pegi dapur nak tutup tingkap dapur, nanti masuk pulak lipas...leceh pulak nanti..dah tu, ada pulak rice cooker dalam sink..rendam lepas makan tadi..basuh jap...

susun pinggan kat rak, lap dapur..terpercik kena sambal masa masak tadi...check air panas dalam flusk..takut habis pulak nanti malam anak nak susu...memang dah kering pun flusk ni, jerang la air...sementara tunggu air masak, nampak pulak bekas gula dah kosong....salin la gula...check bubur untuk anak nak hantar ke taska esok..nasib baik ade lagi...ishh...ni lauk bila ni, semalam...dah beku dah...basuh la kejap....pegi yard, masukkan baju kotor dalam mesin basuh...penat dah ni, besok je la basuh...sidai kaian lap je lah...

tik...bunyi air dah masak...salin air dalam flusk...ok settle...

baru teringat tak semayang lagi...on da way nak g bilik, papa tgk tv lagi...nampak pulak beg anak untuk hantar ke taska...check...baju 2 pasang, towel...towel kecik utk selsama...calamine lotion untuk sapu ruam...pampers 4 keping....alamak..telupa pulak masukkan botol...basuh botol jap...ok settle...

ternampak pulak beg g keje...emm..besok nak pakai beg polo coklat lah, asik2 pakai beg hitam ni je...salin jap barang2 g beg coklat...cek sume 6 poket beg, takut la tetinggal apa2..leceh pulak..selalunya barang yang tertinggal tu la yang nak pakai nanti...hishhh sempit la beg ni...hangin je...nak kena beli ni beg baru...rasenya 25 hb ni Sogo sale nih...mana flyers tadi ek...ha ni die..ok, catit jap kat yellow sticker, nanti lupa..ok settle...

Tetiba dengar suara papa..."..u buat apa lagi tu..tadi kata nak tido.."...."..yelah nak tido la ni..nak smayang jap..."

masuk toilet..buat apa2 yang patut...cuci muka dulu..2 jenis lak tu...adoi..gosok gigi...smayang...pakai toner...pakai treatment cream...nak lawa and maintain punya pasal lah ni...

nanti orang kata baru anak satu dah macam anak 4 pulak...huhuhuhu...

bukak almari...emmm...pakai baju hijau ni lah besok...gosok kejap..check baju papa, baju papa pun kena gosok jugak ni...kat bilik belakang...

la, napa komputer ni tak tutup ni..gelas kopi pun ade lagi, dah bersemut dah..ishhh ...g dapur, basuh, sambung gosok baju...gantung elok2...kemaskan baju gantung2...masukkan seluar papa yang dah kotor dalam tempat kotor...ok settle..

dgr suara papa lagi..."..i dah ngantuk ni.."..dalam pada nak masuk ke bilik...owh...pokok aku dah nak mati ni ha..lupa dah 3 hari tak siram...ok, siram jap...check jap pintu ni...sah tak kunci lagi...grill pun tak tutup..ni kalau tak check ni, senang2 je mat indon masuk rompak umah aku...bukak lampu luar..

ni mainan ni sepah2...masukkan la dalam bakul mainan budak ni...banyak nya...sampai bawah meja makan pun ade...adoi....ok dah ...

ok dah boleh baring...adoi sakitnya pinggang...cium si comel ni kejap...selimutkan die...la..napa basah ni...emm, tukar la pempers ni...tak bagus la brand ni, nanti nak tukar lain la...nanti g Sogo 25 hb ni beli la skali...ok sayang tido k...kalau boleh jangan la bangun tgh malam ni eh..tido sampai pagi k...gud nite..sweet dreams...

aaahh...sedapnya dapat baring...mana pulak lotion sapu kurus aku nih...ha, ni dia...sambil sapu lotion kurus,,,setkan alarm...setkan program kerja besok...pg kul 9.30 ade meeting..

ahh...boring...panas pulak lotion nih..dah la...emm..sedapnya lelapkan mata...Ya Allah...terima kasih untuk rezekiMU hari ini,...mohon keberkatan dari mu tuhan...papa pun bangun tutup tv..."...i dah ngantuk sangat ni...nak tido lah...citer pun tak best malam ni, bola pun takde..."...selang seminit ...dengar suara papa berkeruh...dah agak dah....

So?....apa yang peliknya..??

Anda tahu kenapa wanita hidup lebih lama?...SEBAB ADE BANYAK KERJA NAK KENA BUAT....tu yang tak boleh nak mati cepat tu...

-TAPI APAKAN DAYA. KADANG² AJAL MAUT TANGAN TUHAN-

MINE???

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FINALLY

Finally I have finished my examination this semester. All the burden I already threw away. Also throwing away my money singing(melalak) at K-Box. Now I have to settle some education work before meeting my lil sis at Labuan. After waiting so long, its the time going back to Labuan. Nothing really special there. But full of bunch of memory that I won't forget. Also full of sadness I gained there. Gonna miss you guys here...

In The Middle of Night

What the heck? In a middle being sleeping handsomely, I woke up... I don't really mind waking up in a middle of sleeping but the major thing here, I'M SICK!!!!

Suddenly got flu and cough. It's really killing me... I feel something terrible in my throat... My chest look like doing some Mexican Wave. BullCheat... Jammed!!!

Need rest. I hope I'll be fine tomorrow. Got one more paper to settle.

Feeling sick making me like people almost 'gone'.

I think I need something...

I think I need more knowledge... Know what? I can't answer any single question. What the heck? I think I just need more spirit to study. Study more please...

I need more dude...

Update???

It has been long time may be i did not spent my time to write something. I have finish my third last paper. Seems easy but once you make mistake, no marks for you...

Tomorrow for Syllabus Design. What the fish. I don't even know what going out in the exam tomorrow. But let it be... It will finish soon.

Thank you to those care about my exam.

"You never know when your time will come. Love everyone."

You are Green Lantern

Your results:
You are Green Lantern

Green Lantern 80% Superman 75% Supergirl 67% Batman 60% Spider-Man 60% The Flash 55% Robin 52% Wonder Woman 52% Iron Man 50% Hulk 45% Catwoman 35%

Hot-headed. You have strong will power and a good imagination.

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FRIENDSHIP HEART ( STORY ABOUT HER FROM NIKITA )

THIS IS A STORY I WISHED TO TELL THE WORLD.

 

It was Wednesday. I went to class like every Wednesday, but today I was the one who came early among all the other friends. Some of the classmates were here. Who cares about them anywhere? We were not that closed (this is one of the attitude we always did, yeah go on deny it but really that’s how people tend to be). So, I took the usual seats and sat there waiting for the others. The girls behind me were so scandalous over things that were not even cool in my eyes. I glanced myself in the mirror right beside me and I saw the girl behind me. She was so confident over things she said to the other friend, which I found out later, there is a short stories we were supposed to read but yeah I had not done the reading yet. Acting cool yet feeling stupid, I just sat there and listen to every conversation I can detect from the back. SICK! I was eyeing the door expecting my friends to come now when I saw her smiled at me. I smiled back but no conversation. How I regret that now when I think back. If only I knew only few days left…………..

 

Class started like always. Late. Punctuality was hard here. Again she was talking about it again and again, the same old stories Madam. Fortunately, I laughed every time I heard it. Sigh. Luck was on our side or that was what we thought when the short story we discussed today was not the other one I heard she talked about just now. We smiled to each other full of victory. Yet, same old dramas, we had not read this one as well. Feels good about it? Kinda. Now that a bunch of us did not read it yet, I felt even secure. But yeah.. Felt like a DIMWIT as well. How irritating to hear that she has read on this one as well. I know the routine already. She will talk and talk and talk behind us like a back up singer for the lecturer. Duh!! Stop it already! So, like I have thought, there she went from time to time we only heard her voice instead of the lecturer. Damn annoying wei... So as damn awful as I was, I looked at my other friends and do our eyes-talking and rolled eyes and sigh heavily. Obviously enough we did not fancy her talking at all but she never gets it anywhere. So, the class went awfully for us. I know and I realized that we were the only league having this pain-in-the-ass when it came to her talking this way. So sorry we just could not help it but HATE! When I think back about it, these were the attitudes that made us so close to her anywhere……… regret does not do us any goods now. If only we knew…….

 

Friday. I hated so much this morning class. Luckily it was him, my favorite lecturer's class. SEMANTICS. From the very first, all I know about this class was it has to do something with meaning. Yeah yeah! Extra credits for me here for not being dumb-ass in this. Smug grin. We went to class today with our eyes swollen for staying up till dawn doing our assignment. I had no ideas why an eleventh-hour works always the best, so we thought. So being restless tired and exhausted as we were, we found things were not as fun as usual. Yet being demon as we were, things people said and done evoked the stupidity of making fun of others in us. What was best when you were in all these unwanted moods were a good laugh out loud. So there we were, sat at the very front row looking so awfully hideous listening to every pronunciation made, every answer given and laughed our heart out over things only us realized was wrong and funny. I remembered to repeat what she said aloud and we laughed ourselves silly yet people around us did not even noticed the foolery we made. Thus, the only one who laughed their head off was us. It was damn pathetic when I think back of it nowadays. How mean I can be and how bad we were to do such a thing…… if only we knew.. We would not have done that stupidity… yet no one expect it to happen…….

 

Holidays were great. A week passed so here we were again. Monday. A tutorial class for SEMANTICS. Most of us were here even though it's Monday, as everyone knew it was the day of laziness to almost all of us. We discussed things we had touched the week before the holidays. Things were just great, we thought. Tuesday. No class. It's an official off day for us, the TESLIANS. Smug grin. We were always great in fixing our schedules. Wednesday. I did not attend the class today, was silly. We were having a mid term, I missed it. Very imprudence. Thursday. Morning class killed. My friends were being so concerned over the fact that I missed my mid term. Somehow, I will sit for it darling, don't worry your pretty little head about it. Sigh. Another class, the drama started. She was not around for almost a week now. For God sake, how on earth did we never realize about her absence??? She never absent a single class and this was so un-her. We realized something was wrong. We put hopes, we prayed for her safety.

 

Friday. Morning class again. Things were getting worst with all those stupid stories! Stop all the stupidity!! She will be here again, that was what we told ourselves again and again. However, there was something in the eyes of them who knew told me something was so wrong. Yet we had no rights to talk anything. Pray. Hope. That was the only thing we could give. Afternoon class. We were talking about her most of the time. Wondering what had happen. Where did she gone. Is everything truly going to be alright? Will everything be normal again? Hurt. Scared. Yet everything was normal between all of us. Lecturer being a stupid dumb-dumb today. He said something that maddened us so much. It was hurt to hear that. Showed some respect Mister! We were the closest one to her here in this hall. There were almost ninety of us here. Never said that kind of things again. She will be back. We were damn hurt by the statement made. We may not be close. We may be an asshole. Yet we were friends. We were like a family. At this time, I realized that we were so vulnerable. Regret slowly came creeping. Love evolved around us. To make us stronger made us as one.

 

Saturday. We still gave hope. We believe she will be back. Night. I was reading the book five person you met in heaven when I received a text message from one of my best friend saying she has no wrong to say this but she had gone! I was so shocked! The news really taken me aback.. I cant figure it out.. I felt pain in my heart. Hurt and extreme sadness came to me. She is one of us. The TESLIANS! We were like family and even though we were not so close but I can really feel the pain. I could not imagine how and what she had been through in the last minute of struggling for life! It hurts. Damn hurts to think about it. Even more painful when I think about what I have been to her all this while. Regrets. Hurts. It felt like someone had stabbed my heart. It was so painful. She, the sweetest girl among us, our pinky, the smartest one, has gone!!! I cried so hard. I abandoned the book. I lay on my bed. Speechless. Painful. Tears streaming down. I reached for my rosary. I prayed. A pray for a friend. The mean things we did really make us close. Sorry was not enough. If only we knew……

 

Sunday. This was a secret we had to keep. I told no one. Most of us knew about it but keep it to ourselves. They said this is official, yet keep mum is the best. Hurts. Night. Another friend texted me. The details of her condition. I could not bear it. I cried. How on earth anyone could do that to another human being. Hatred conquered me. Cruel. The world is getting old. I was told a last respect will be held for her on Tuesday. Monday. I stayed over at a friend's room in campus. Lots of unsaid things remained. Tuesday came. We woke early. Went to the place we were supposed to gather before we left. Everyone was in BLACK. Sadness. Mourning. Our journey to her place was taking more times than we thought. We were the last one to arrive. They were waiting for us. All of us, never care about the religion gather there in the church. How beautiful it was. She taught us about LOVE. As soon as we were all seated, her coffin was brought in. Extreme sadness. Cried. Hurts. Painful. Lots of undone business she left behind. There are lots of things she wanted to do. She was the bright student. I remembered everything about her.  Her smiles. The way she talked. The way she dressed. Everything. I was so mean….. If only I knew…..

 

Now, here I am thinking about her these few days. I wrote this, the last few days she was there with us. It has been two months and twenty one days since she left us. She taught us of being as one. She taught us of LOVE. If only she seen us from up there, she knows how much we love her. How much she touched our lives. She was the reason we were close to each other now. She taught us how short this life can be. She taught us of caring. She taught us of never taking things for granted. Just like what we did to her. We people tend to say if only we knew…… we would not do this and that. But she has taught us of never to wait till something wrong happens to change and be true to others. She taught us so much. I miss her so much. We may not be close. Yes. But stupid things we did really make me close to her in the heart. I miss you dear friend… so sorry for everything. You live in us every single day. You may not be here physically but you are always in out heart. We love you more than you ever know…. You are always LOVED. May your soul rest in peace. (1986-2008) 

 

Lots of love,

NIKITA