Perbualan Bersama Sedu 2

setelah lama berdiam diri, Pie menegur sedu smula.

Pie : Hei Sedu!

Sedu : Ada apa yang boleh saya bantu?

Pie : Aku ingat kau dah bisu.

Sedu : Tidak semudah itu mendapat restu.

Pie : Boleh tolong aku?

Sedu : Kalau aku mampu.

Pie : Keluarlah dari badanku.

Sedu : Aku tak mahu.

Pie : Aku penat sentiasa sedu.

Sedu : Ada kaitan dengan aku?

Pie : Kau yang buat sampai macam tu.

Sedu  : Takkan dah mati kutu?

Pie : Jangan cabar aku...

Sedu  : Pandai marah, ingatkan kayu.

Pie : Kau nak rasa siku?

Sedu : Boleh ke kau bagi aku?

Pie : Betul² nak kena paku.

Sedu : Kita tengok siapa kena dulu.

Pie : (Pie pulak diam membisu)

Ada lagi sambungan ke ek????

Kita tamatkan la. Kang sedu tak nak stop. Sedih membisu sepanjang waktu tanpa restu untuk

memaku sebatang kayu di atas batu walau tak mampu dipujuk dirayu dan diampu sehingga meluku di dalam dadaku...

Perbualan bersama Sedu(Hiccup)

Sembuh je dari demam yg menyeksa, aku terus aktifkan diri dengan blog. Sihat mcm membawa erti teruskan blogging. Hehehe... Btw aku ni sedang seksa sedu dr siang. Berenti la jugak td. Tapi bukan lama mana pun. Terbayang la perbualan Pie dengan sedu....

Pie :  Hai sedu...

Sedu :  Hai Pie Ku...

Pie :  Kenapa kau kacau aku?

Sedu :  Aku just lepak dadamu.

Pie :  Cmna aku nak hilangkan sedu?

Sedu :  Aku tak nak bagitau.

Pie :  Jadi kau nak seksa aku?

Sedu :  Bukan itu niatku.

Pie :  Kau nak aku diam membatu?

Sedu :  Aku tak pinta kau macam tu.

Pie :  Kau nak aku diam membisu?

Sedu :  Itu tiang kayu.

Pie :  Sekarang kau kutuk aku?

Sedu :  Bukan aku yang perlu.

Pie :  Apa aku perlu memujuk merayu?

Sedu :  Mungkin itu salah satu.

Pie :  Kau fikir aku ni tunggul kayu?

Sedu :  Aku rasa sampai jugak ke situ.

Pie :  Apa yang perlu untuk aku hilang sedu?

Sedu :  Kau tak perlu mengampu.

Pie :  Jadi apa yang perlu?

Sedu :   (Diam membisu)

Mungkin akan ada sambungan perbualan ini....

Buat Tag ehehehe

Now aku masih lagi kabur dengan pendaftaran. Nak gugur tapi ketiadaan subjek hendak didaftarkan. Pelik. Then what should I do?huhuhu... Just let thing happen. Weird huh... Sekarang ni aku da boleh dikatakan kembali pulih. Walaupun tidak sepenuhnya. Tapi bolehlah... Ehehe... 

Pada kesempatan ini bagilah peluang aku jwp servay yang kak lenny tag aku ni. Baca blog kak lenny sal tag tu kn, sempat lg ckp psl bbir aku yg jd seksi tu.ehehee... ok kak... sy buat tag akak ni ya...

1. Do you think you are hot?

I think I am. Or better ask other people...

2.Upload a favorite picture of you.

Ni gambar "Cikgu Handsome Terakhir"

3.Why do you like that picture?

Because I'm hot dude. ehehe... I love it because it seems beautiful...

4.When was the last time you ate pizza?

I forgot already. Even rarely i went there, but I like it ok. After McD la... Kak Lenny, Pizza sedap la...KFC out ok...

5.The song you listened to?

Mimpi Yang Tak Sudah."Ibnor Reza"... I like it. Even that song quite evergreen but it is my soul...

6.What are you doing right now beside this?

I have finish calling streamyx. Slow sgt...

7.What other name you prefer besides this?

Other name???No need I think...

Now I would like to tag victims to do it.

1. Giuk69

2. Nurul.

3. Afiq Mahat Arsenal

4. Hilal Azmi

5. Rafshansani Abdullah Abdul Jamil

8.Who is number 1?

GF aku tu... Future wife...ehehehe

9. Who is number 3 having a relationship with?

I'm not really sure. For sure he likes girl tudung labuh. ehehe

10. Say something about number 5.

One of my schoolmate. Crazymate. But clever. Future doctor. ehehehe...

11.What about number 4?

Hilal Azmi. X MPP UMS. Single gay ooopppssss. Sorry I want to say single guy...

12.Who is number 2?

Aku anggap Nurul ni mcm adik aku sendiri. She has a lovely angel mom. Thanx Nurul. Jangan lupa buat tag ni...

Tonsil yang bengkak atau Hyperthyroid?Bloodtest?

Before this aku sudah post pasal aku sakit kan... Actually aku mo ckp pasal aku sakit la... B4 pg kelas td, aku sempat singgah di klinik ngan hilal n afiq... Doctor tu ckp aku demam biasa ja. Problem timbul bila aku ni ada tonsil yang membengkak dengan subur tanpa bantuan sebarang baja kompos. Aku pun dengan sedikit teruja hanya mampu banyak berdiam dari berkata. Kenapa? Sebab bcakap banyak buat sakit jugak. Doctor tu cakap tonsil aku ni boleh d buat operation tuk buang dia jauh2. Tapi aku masih sayang dengan tonsil ni. Jangan la buang doctor. Pastu doctor tu ckp ok. Sbb aku bkn kna slalu. Pd hal aku xtau berapa kali aku kena benda tu. Then c doctor yang budiman nasihat aku. Aku perlukan 3 perkara:

1. Rehat yang cukup

2. Makan yang teratur

3. Kerap bersenam.

Perkara pertama tu dapat aku buat dengan senang. Tapi yang kedua dan ketiga tu tak pasti lagi la... Hehehe... 

Dalam dia doc cek pasal demam aku tu, aku sempat tanya sebab tangan aku yang sentiasa basah. Basah berpeluh maksud aku. I ask him whthr its related to my heart or not. That doc ask me to angkt tgn. Aku angkt la pg atas. Doc tu snyum. PG dpn dik dia ckp. Aku angkt la pg dpn. Like always tgn aku bgegar. Aku kn kdg2 tremor...Bgegar tnpa aku sngajakan... Pastu dia suh aku buat bloodtest... Sory doc, I've got class after this...next time can ka?ok dia ckp...ehehehe

So should I take bloodtest or not?

Sakit?

Aku demam?

Once again aku demam after aku demam masa election aritu. Kali ni sakit tonsil sangat...

Thanx Lal...

Duit hang aku bayar nnt...

Sakit menderita menagih simpati...ahahaha

Where should I born?

I have been thinking for this issue for a long time. It was related to my life. I was born in Labuan. An island with full with liquor and beer not forgotten cigarettes and chocolates(murah la tu maknanya). May be for someone love all of these stuff, they called Labuan as "The Hot Heaven"(mngkin la). But for me, I'm still trying to find some excitement. Not only entertainment but some activity enhancing the culture, art or anything else.(Honestly I'm trying to talk about art. Focussing on theatre)

I feel like I've born in a wrong place. Who knows what my heart say. I'm just feeling like fall in love to the art when I'm in love with reciting poem. Thanks to the Dr. Lim Swee Tin. His workshop make me feel this thing I want. But I'm also such a normal human being. I never feel satisfied for it. 

I'm trying to find something new. But I didn't where should I go or who should I refer to? When I'm in lower six, I'm trying something new for me. Even not for others, for me its yes. I combine poem@puisi and acting. I didn't know what we called it. Puisidra ka? Credit to Amuk "Aku Mau Pulang". Teachers congrats for what I've done. I still don't satisfied for what I've done. Still finding what I really want.

Now, I became one of UMS students. Proud of it? May be. Here I feel a little bit relieve. What I'm trying to say here, I learn something new. Something I can't gain in Labuan. I learn about theatre. Even it is not for a long time, but it is incredible. Thanks to Dr. Andika, Wak Khalid and some other names that supporting me. After involving not for a long time, its going down again. I don't even know why. Are this caused by the atmosphere in Sabah? Theatre were not so popular among the citizen here. Or lack of interest between students here. May be they just think theatre only for arts students. I feel like empty again. The same situation happen in Labuan.

Am I born in wrong place? Mistake in choosing the path of life? Wrong place to study? Or its just my problem. I didn't have courage to change into what I want (lack of knowledge). Or I didn't dare to go outside? I want to be brave like actor in "Dari Jemapoh ke Manchestee" by Hishamudin Rais (Very good movie for me. Hasnur ask me to watch it when we are in form 5. Thanx to Kak Lenny to make me remember it. Like I've read in some art activist, to read the movie we need other knowledge of life. This movie read as philosophy or braveness to change themselves). I wish I could make some change for myself.

- Hidup ini perlu berani. Kelak kita tidak merasa rugi -

Beauty and The Beast.(Bahan gurauan Jumaat ini)

I woke up this morning... Something weird happen to my lips... ahahaha... Aku ketawa xpa... Kamu jgn ktawa... Nnt jd sm kamu pulak...

Ni gmba masa wktu ptg...

Ni la gmba wktu pagi... Waaa... Sakit jugak la... Tp bukan d bbir... Skit d ati... Kurang handsome...

Napa jd begini a?

Berlari ke kaki langit?Biarkan...

Sometimes we feel something going not so good. But we didn't know where it start. Its start from us. We always have some hope. We want something going like we want. But at the end it turn upside down. Then we lost. While we lost, we didn't know where we are now. We've been stuck there for such a long time. Thinking what happen to us. Why this happen. Everything come into our mind. We still didn't know. Wasting time only. We should think how to continue our life. Even we lost.

We've been lost at unknown island. We feel very scare. We just thinking where we are now? Thinking so many question. Why must we think bout the past? We should think How we want to live at the unknown Island. May be at that Island, there are better life waiting.

New Year???

Actually I want to upload some pic. Suddenly I'm feeling lazy. New Year with blackout at IP. What a fantastic and brilliant atmosphere we have. 

Btw, just wanna say Happy New Year...