MY FAIR LADY

actually its not about my fair lady only...
i just want write about anything...
hehehe...
starting 9 o'clock got class TESL Method II...
then going back home for a while...
napping...
then continue Literature and language learning class...2 o'clock...
that class canceled...
its frustrating...
because we have to attend the night class...
4 o'clock teori dan amalan pedagogi...
then LLL class...
just watching 'My Fair Lady'...
quite ok...
just can't understand it well...

IS IT ME?

now i am starting to cope with the life again...
it cost me money to make my mind feel fine...
sounds like funny...
but its really happen...
after i am doing such a tired thing, something came up to me and give me burden again...
but this time i like it...
because its my favorite thing...
poem@puisi...
i wish i can be more expert in this thing...
but got no one to encourage me...
other fact i got no time for that stuff...
well, i am just starting to think what should i do in subject 'asas penyelidikan dalam pendidikan'...
got no brilliant idea...
what research...
topic...
in the end all the stuff became more messy...
i also have to think how to manage the subject...
got two years more to study...
i hope i can go further...
i don't really mind if can't go further in theater but its OK for me if can go through the TESLian...
i just want to study...

WHAT IS THIS?

i feel everything inside my mind turn upside down...
got no one n no where i can talk...
only this blog hear my voice crying...
crying without tears...
everything mess inside mind...
heart beat fast...
like no tomorrow for me...
this crazy thing make me feel not like as usual...
got no guts to do thing...
i am a coward...
i hate myself being such a coward...
please...
god help me...
someone reading this entry please help me...
teach me to find the guts...
why this feeling come to me when i turn to 22...
come on...
don't let this stuff make me scare to love what i love...
don't let me throw away the thing i love away from my heart...
please...
i am begging you god...