IS IT ME?

now i am starting to cope with the life again...
it cost me money to make my mind feel fine...
sounds like funny...
but its really happen...
after i am doing such a tired thing, something came up to me and give me burden again...
but this time i like it...
because its my favorite thing...
poem@puisi...
i wish i can be more expert in this thing...
but got no one to encourage me...
other fact i got no time for that stuff...
well, i am just starting to think what should i do in subject 'asas penyelidikan dalam pendidikan'...
got no brilliant idea...
what research...
topic...
in the end all the stuff became more messy...
i also have to think how to manage the subject...
got two years more to study...
i hope i can go further...
i don't really mind if can't go further in theater but its OK for me if can go through the TESLian...
i just want to study...